礼仪师的奏鸣曲

看了一个人的文字集后

发现我真的超想看这部电影。。。

禮儀師の奏鳴曲

剛完成一篇關於對形式執着的稿不久( http://tinyurl.com/zenmansuit )，便看了這套日本電影 -- 禮儀師之奏鳴曲。故事講述一個大提琴手因為失業，誤打誤撞當了殮葬的禮儀師。 通過一場場的納棺儀式， 主角由恐懼和抗拒變成對每一位離世者產生敬意和尊重。這些嚴謹而着重精確細節的儀式，不僅對死者有很大意義，還修補了在生者的感情。儀式從何而來？相信是來自一份濃烈的感情。



片中的社長，第一次納棺儀式就是為他妻子而做的。由愛轉化成行為，愛亦注入了每個細微動作，因此變成對每個細節十分着重。漸漸，一套精確而嚴謹的儀式便誕生了。儀式長時間的流傳下來，但後來者有些只掌握了細節，其中的感情已蕩然無存。這，可能就變成對形式的執着。因為感情已失落，除了形式，別無所依。



有時候，通過執行嚴謹的儀式，通過那份專注，那失落的感情又再浮現出來。形式並無罪惡，只是不該執着。不但不該執着形式，就算執着「沒有形式」也可能是個問題。有人說，對「空」的執着比執着任何事物都要麻煩得多。



今晚還是穿回睡衣吧.....

麻煩妳給我一套睡覺用的睡衣。 有不是睡覺用的睡衣嗎？難道出殯用不成？

zenman

地厘蛇果

「請你喝蘋果汁。」

「唔...味道不錯。可以多要一點嗎？」

「別貪心！很貴的！」

「很貴？」

「三十多塊一小瓶啊！但這是100%純蘋果汁，不加糖及任何人工添加物。無防腐劑，以特殊保鮮技術，保留了蘋果的天然原味！每瓶果汁含兩個蘋果的纖維，喝一瓶便等如吃了兩個蘋果，有益健康。包裝亦採用了可分解塑膠，十分環保。」

「我也有個產品，包含了你說的所有優點，但只售五元。」

「真的？快給我試試！」

「新鮮蘋果兩大個，慢用。」

「.....」

「那個紅色的“包裝”也可以吃，十分環保。」* * *


喜歡吃蘋果。以前，媽媽有時候會買一種叫蛇果的蘋果給我們吃。蛇果比一般蘋果鮮紅和爽甜，很好吃，但價錢較高。家裏人多，所以媽媽也不會經常買。蛇果全名叫地厘蛇果，小時候就以為地厘是一個盛產蛇果的地方。而為甚麼叫蛇果，也沒有深究，只覺得和聖經裏的蛇和禁果有關。很多年以後，我才知道地厘蛇果原來是譯名，是 “Delicious Apple” 的音譯！真...真係譯得好好呀吓！

DISSAPOINTED

A lot to want to say, but lazy to update. . .
Originally this morning still looking forward to this tutorial. .
haiz, it turns out ????????????????

Because the President to determine the teachers 100% free of flu
So teachers have to isolate more than one week
[Oh, I suddenly think of it, ha ha, I have been isolated for the teacher, and we are all super-happy class. . . ]
Then the students on a few very brave dare to dare to call directly to the teacher
The teacher said what a bunch of. . .
(Telephone amplifying the sound is very post-sand)
Inside heard that it is now president of sri cempaka the flu, he said people are minda ceria student
However, the authenticity of all remains to be investigated la

That chun leong went so far as wearing a mask
By us laugh a great round. . .
Because his mask is used to meet the teacher came back from Australia prepared for
but, the teacher did not come ~ ~

Tuition for two hours in playing . .
We had chairs all arranged in a circle, the teacher stand in the middle for us to play quiz
Who is in the pencil box when the music stops reached the chemistry would have to answer the question
No answer is necessary to sing or dance
Ultra-feared, fearing the move but refuse to answer my own

To eventually become true & dare play
A man was forced to lose hui yee Confessions
Super exciting
junbin ring back to him
What to say I love you, ah, it is destined, today still wear the same color clothes (all wearing school uniform, light yellow)
Hui yee going to say OK before clearance. . . Oh well nauseating
Chun leong also like to sing two songs on the fined

Have nothing to talk about la
We have to be careful on the
Note that health, there would be no big problem chat
(I myself was afraid of ah)

开学咯

假期时就会很想念学校，
反倒是在真的开学时
就超超想要在睡下去。。我很爱我的床
上了三天的课
每天不外是派考卷,派考卷和派考卷
[ 闷不闷啊 ]
闷是不会啦,但是真的很担心和恐怖
因为老师都会很不留情的把我们的分数念出来
还好我自己有很争气,还不至于糗到家
虽然成绩没有很好
但至少不会丢人现眼
。。。

昨天和班上的就去了帮家茵和阿蔡庆祝生日
早上的时候我在写卡片的时候,han rick在旁边讲话嘛
轮到他写的时候我去弄他说
[ 有本事你就写我爱你下去·]
[ 有什么不敢的·]
讲是酱讲啦,但是他却一直没有写
[ 你是到底敢写的吗·]
[ 我就说了嘛，你不会写的]
[ 谁讲的?]
[ 你敢写我就跟你姓·]（我讲的啦，讲完后我自己就笑个不停）
[ 你都费的，我们明明就同样姓Tan·]
（全程都用广东话在沟通）
真的很白痴，明明就同姓

放学后就去pizzahut吃东西庆祝
我们四个人就搭的士去
等了很久终于有的吃了。。
但我只喝了汤跟头一块比萨就蛮饱了
那个可慧把人家的起司粉都倒完了
我但是看就觉得很咸哦
她还把起司粉倒进半冷的汤里面
起司粉都不会溶，结成一小团一小团的
她自个儿还喝得很爽

最好玩还是切蛋糕环节。。。
原本站在家茵后面的mun ping想要害家茵
但真正推家茵的头是Suren。。
后来都玩开来了，连mun ping 和 jin rong都中招了
真是可怜
 
家茵整脸都是cream和巧克力。。。
吃了蛋糕，算完账，就和嘉纹一起回leisure mall
回到家还被妈妈讲了一顿
[我没有用骂，因为就真的还好]

补习时他们都将老师回来了
只是sir就叫他在家呆多一个星期后才继续上课
应该怕传染吧。。。
就表示我们还要再给代课老师教多一个星期
久了之后就得她还ok啦
可能是要给我们下马威。。
 
她教都野蛮不错啦。。只是不喜欢问问题环节，哈
现在每个老师都开始绷紧
怎样将现在都六月了
八月尾就trial了
加油吧!!

PPS

PPS真得是太神了。。。
我觉得真的神的快让我五体投地到我都不想起来啦

好像有点夸张了
但我真的真的很爱PPS
它让我看了太多戏和电影
度过了这漫漫的假期
两个假期对我来。。讲太长了!
到前天的某个时候，我太无聊了
无意中按到 音乐时尚 就发现了

有 WESTLIFE 的十周年纪念演唱会
OMG! 太感人了
我听会很多我两年前很常听的歌
就因为不小心把CD给弄断两半了
听回很久没有听的歌时会想起很多回忆

我相信当我讲起这些歌大家都会跟我一样有共鸣

[WHAT MAKES A MAN]

[UPTOWN GIRL]

[IF I LET YOU GO]

[ALREADY THERE]

[UNBREAKABLE]

[HOME]

是最近的专辑(这场演唱会是去年6月在爱尔兰)
当80多万的人一起大合唱的时候，可以想象当时的气氛一定很感人
尤其是这首home,唱的时候好多人在哭哦~~~~(>_<)~~~~ [US AGAINST THE WORLD] 主唱,SHANE好帅\(≧▽≦)/~虽然他都已近中年，但他唱歌的时候超深情的

唱完这首歌，他们四个人全站在舞台中央让歌迷在同一个时间拍照
你会看到不懂有几多架相机同时flash，太壮观了啦

[SWEAR IT AGAIN] 我又快哭了

讲了一大堆感谢的话，很多人在哭

[FLYING WITHOUT WINGS]

ENCORE~~

[WHEN YOU'RE LOOKING LIKE THAT] 好轻快的一首歌

本来我是在期待着他们唱[MY LOVE]

怎知贝斯手弹的是[MY HEART WILL GO ON ] 前奏

咋到了

但他们唱的又不是这首歌。。。blurh

他们唱[YOU RAISE ME UP]

就将，整场演唱会结束了

虽然只是就这样子看，但我心仍存很多激动。太精彩了

好像自己也是演唱会里的一份子

test urself

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)


WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: tea
2. Last phone call: Mum
3. Last text message: emmm...noe i cant found my phone leih>>
4. Last song you listened to: ボワラノ-WaT
5. Last time you cried: watching japan drama called 在世界中心呼唤你

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: hmmm....
7. Been cheated on: yes... abo?
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: i've never kissed a person?
9. Lost someone special: yes
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: of course no!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. purple
13. pale green
14. yellow

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes
16. Fallen out of love: no...
17. Laughed until you cried: yea... often
18. Met someone who changed you: errr... no
19. Found out who your true friends were: i think.......no
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 99% of them
23. How many kids do you want?: a boy and a girl? =)
24. Do you have any pets: no...
25. Do you want to change your name: don't want. coz my name sound very nice*ss*
26. What did you do for your last birthday: hv the party in my hs n swimming pool+everyone in wet+almost all my friend presence+happy+happy+happy
27. What time did you wake up today: 8am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watch drama, facebook-ing and sleeping?
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: errrr..... laksa?
30. Last time you saw your Mother: now
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: to be more hardworking
32. What are you listening to right now : 没那么爱他-范玮琪
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no, i'm not jerry (swt)
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: tuition,new teacher suddenly ask us question...
35. Most visited webpage: facebook, hotmail and ppl's blogs(all about food,hahahaha)
36. Whats your real name: Tan Yoke Yan
37. Nicknames: yoyo (or ar yoke in class)
38. Relationship Status: single
39. Zodiac sign: Libra
40. Male or female?: female... abo?
41. Primary School?: SJK (C) Chin Woo
42. Secondary School?: SMK Cochrane Perkasa
43. High school/college?:--
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: short?
46. Height: 162cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: no
48: What do you like about yourself?: my swtness? =p
49. Piercings: yes
50. Tattoos: no... and never!
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: no
53. First piercing: when i was 5 years old
54. First best friend: knew her in secondary school
55. First sport you joined: swimming~~
56. First vacation: cant remember larh...singapore?
58. First pair of trainers: trainers?

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: no
60. Drinking: water
61. I'm about to: blogging
62. Listening to: 再见小时候-南拳妈妈
63. Waiting on: tuition

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: hope?
65. Get Married?: yea
66. Career?: pharmacy:0)

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker HAHAHA

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: of course no!
77. Drank hard liquor: of course no!
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no
79. Sex on first date: of course no!
80. Broken someone's heart: not sure
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: yes... often
88. Love at first sight: no
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: yes =)
91. Kiss on the first date: um....lol
92. Angels: yes =)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
95. Did you sing today?: yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: of course.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: when i was born
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: errr.... *thinking*
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: no =)

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: do you enjoy your holiday:not really,very sienz=,=

food holiday

好想吃哦，这全都是我在逛别人的部落格时copy回来的，看得我口水直流。。。

尤其是第一张照片的，上次在看食尚玩家时也有介绍

超吸引我的。。。

看到快哭了(¯﹃¯）口水

(+﹏+)~狂晕

每次我看的时候，家人就会在讽刺我说

[看有什么有啊，都吃不到的啦。。。要不然去啃荧幕看会不会心情好一点！]

[傻的才会听你的叻] 我在心里默默想着

[看一下会死哦，你不给那天我认识那边的人，就会寄一盒送我哟。。。]

[每天只会在按电脑，做了整个星期，不会xienz的meih?]

[你管我!]

这是我前几天自己弄得板面，O(∩_∩)O哈哈哈~

我很贤惠对吧

em，虽然面团不是我揉的

但汤里的面都是我捏的

真是好好吃，好有成就感~~

question&songs

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button (ONLY ONCE!!!) to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS - even if it is incredibly embarrassing.
4. Tag 15 friends


1) IF SOMEONE ASK "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY...
我知道-BY2[I should answer no。。。]

2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
DNA-BY2[so strange,questions in my mind'isn't i really heart biology'
wait,。。。haiz nothing to say lar。。 ]

3) WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL
HERO-mariah carey[if I look at a girl...hw?]

4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
够爱-东城卫[LOL]

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE
可不可以爱我-卢学叡[haiz,not supposed like tat]

6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
我只想要-七朵花[no laaaa]

7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
迷宫-七朵花[of course not!]

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
goodbye my love-S.H.E[i never been love b4 leih~~!!]

9) WHAT IS 2+2?
半糖主义-S.H.E[half????]

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
绿洲-S.H.E[she might is the people i most understand]

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
可不可以不勇敢-范玮琪[i prefer people who brave]

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Halo - Beyonce[my life started when i said "halo" to the world =D]

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Time to say goodbye - Andrea Bocelli & Sarah Brightman[I don't wanna say goodbye T.T]

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
一颗心的距离-范玮琪[isn't hv distance between us?]

15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
怎样-戴佩妮[challenges my parent har~~]

16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
你没那么爱他-范玮琪[swt]

17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
爱乘以无限大-元若蓝[哈哈哈~]

18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
love story-taylor swift[-.- my hobby is love story?]

19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
tears drop on my guitar-taylor swift[haha. hug them~!heih,dun cry infront of me!!]

20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
somebody needs you-westlife[no laaa。。。]

21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
366日(366天的约定主题曲)-HY[maybe i will get killed at the 366th day? lol]

22) WhAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
破晓-南拳妈妈[errrr. i'm quite like and wishes everymorning leih~~]

23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
橘子汽水-南拳妈妈[muahahaha. i'll hate orange!!!]

24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
I won't cry-yummy[hahahaha。so funny...I quite easy touch n cry loh。]

25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
幸福就好-棒棒堂[yar。happy is more important]

26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
爱情学测-棒棒堂[i won't be scared by this laaa]

27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
crush-David Achuleta[LOL]

28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
我的回忆不是我的-泳儿&海鸣威[hahahaha，真的太巧了啦。。。i might change the memories that unhappy]

29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
妥协-蔡依林[owww. the MV very touch~~LOL]

30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
加油吧-早安少女组[thanks to everyone in my life!gambatei!!]

谁喜欢的都可以copy去玩

假期补习班

这两个星期的假期，我的正派补习老师去玩了
sir说是时候给他们去度蜜月了啦
说真的老师自12月结婚后到现在都没休息也就因为老师去澳洲玩了

补习社就只好找代课老师来代课咯
开始补习前的15分钟我们大家都在猜测新老师是谁
那一群男生还在门口的洞在窥看
他们还站在门口等老师

老师和补习社的staff进班了
sir还开他们玩笑说他们俩有没有很相配
其中一个女生在质问说为什么staff可以穿拖鞋进班
那个staff就急忙解释说他这双拖鞋只在minda ceria穿
（我们都不是很喜欢他，因为他很烂屎）

新老师表面看起来就很好，她很漂亮
sir还赞她很优秀，STP拿3.88.。。
但其实是无可想象的恐怖
就因为她太smart了
她教课要求的是速度和效率
他会一直点名叫人回答问题
我就有几次反应不及而出糗
 
可能是我们的正牌老师对我们太好了
所以搞到我们习惯了slow slow的教学方式
难怪老师在临在放假前就又说自己保重啦
再狠强迫性的叫我们在五分钟背好thermochemistry的note
她再发问
就在很紧张的状态下过了两小时
算是又学了很多东西啦
只是那种情景比较像是在seminar

我只要想到我星期四和五都是她教physics和add math
过多两个星期我看我也遍体鳞伤了
为我祈祷吧

FACEBOOK

刚刚改了我的MSN和email。。。。
也终于申请到facebook聊
已经到去就受不了引诱去玩了几个测试
下面是其中的几个的结果
这个还蛮准的

Jennifer 已參加 S.H.E哪首歌最能代表你?(更新了啦~) 測驗，結果是 遠方
[要給我的愛 如果你還在灌溉 要我等待 我就等待] 或許你還沒有戀愛, 但在你心中一直渴望一個愛自己的人。你覺得那個人會在某個地方等你, 給你幸福; 你的愛很純真, 追求天長地久, 但小心不要把錯的人誤當成真愛呀!

这一个就还好
我不觉得自己很顽强
本人还蛮容易放弃的啦
除了读书时我很委屈的是


Jennifer 已參加 性格测试 測驗，結果是 顽强个性
尽管生活是有崎区挫折, 但你总有办法克服, 顺利渡过! 你遭遇过的措折比一般人多. 你曾经接触过一些难相处的人, 没道理的规定和不和谐的人际关系. 你对爱情的态度就像太阳表面一般热情高温. 当你被很多烦人的事困扰的时候, 你要不就是非常镇定的静观其变, 要不就是以领导者的姿态出现叫大家都闭嘴! 你觉得一个人去看电影没什么大不了. 反而想不通为什么有些人非要有人陪 才肯去看电影. 你感到自在, 不论是一个人独处或处在人群当中. 你对你的父母不很满意但又无法改变他们. 你会是个很好的情人. 如果你能在万人之中找到和你极为相配的人. 不然的话, 你和恋人的关系总是不能持久或痛苦结束. 你可能已经和一个你并不爱的人在一起太久了. 生活就像在坐云霄飞车一样, 你总是想尽办法让生活过得更加如你所愿. 你要不就是个运动迷, 要不你就曾经嚐试过禁